Posted by OrdinaryGirl in Blog Posts on Wed, Feb 8, 2012
Today is going o.k. I came in after my test at FCC. I don’t know how I did. I got 6 extra credit points though. (74 total). Anyway, I saw SP this a.m. as I do every morning – I shouldn’t walk by his class because he stays on my mind all day. Yesterday at practice he and I walked down to the gym together – Big Thrill! He’s so cute and sweet (sometimes) but he’s also too young and I don’t know. I’m sooooo CONFUSED! LC sits next to me this period. She is very upset. GF strikes again. I feel sorry for her. He does this to her all of the time. He never lets her be who she wants to be – and he isn’t normal either. Oh well, the problems of others. I have enough to deal with. Life is fine except for the love life situation! JL has been a great help – I don’t know where I’d be without her love and friendship. I’m really excited about her party – Oct. 19!! It ought to be fun. MB and I have had fun joking around at practice. He’s such a sweetheart. I’ve become friends with so many people that I’ve never known or our friendship was “reunited.” CT and I are very close this year and CB is one of my “best” male friends. He’s such a doll baby. I love all of the guys and I love the attention I get being their manager. Oh the note from Coach C was about the resumes to be typed up for his girlfriend – I did that this morning. Time is up – until tomorrow.
Today is Friday but it is raining BOO! I don’t know if the game will be called or not. I hope not – I already saw SP today and he asked me for a ride home – I said yes of course! It is getting to be that he is making advances to talk to me. Today 4th period I was down at the gym helping out – RB was in the whirlpool – I washed some shorts – dried some thermals and found jerseys. Needless to say it was a busy time. I look absolutely awful today – oh well. I really want the game to be played. In this case, I’m sure it will be cancelled! Anyway, things are going well. I gave JL a stuffed animal for the hell of it! I was in a good mood so I bought her one. I took SP and CB home last night. It was funny because when I got to SP’s house he said ohhhh nobody’s home – I said – too bad all by your lonesome. And he went to shut the door and said see ya then he opened it again and said – Thanks for the ride. I just nodded and left. Today (4th) I asked him to help me and he has a fit. His friends were around though. I’m not sure if that had anything to do with it. Gotta go – times up.
It is a rainy blah Monday. The day really sucks so far! I am really tired – I slept all day yesterday after watching a few football games. The Skins won so we should win! We’ve been following their pattern all season. The weekend was ok. I went straight home after calling in the stats Friday. Saturday night I went to the mall and AM and I went to see “Wild Life” – it was an excellent movie! Oh by the way SP is an absolute jerk. If I ever mention his name it will be in dislike totally! We won Friday night – excellent game 22-12! TC played really well! I was upset because Coach wouldn’t let me ride on the bus either way so I rode up to the school with Coach P and back with Coach J. It was cold and rainy. SP was so sweet to me Friday and when I saw him Sat nite at the mall with RR, BK and BH he was an immature brat. So, head games it is. I am going to tally ignore him today. If he asks me to do something such as manager stuff I will but any other comments will be ignored. CB and DM and I are real close this year. They are both such sweethearts. CB’s mom and I talked on the phone Sun afternoon for about an hour or more. I really love being able to get close to these guys. It is fun and I get some ATTENTION. Well it’s about time to close. That is about all for the “Weekend Update”. OH I need to give MT a senior picture. Anyway things now are mediocre. Hope they get better. We play Thursday night. Coach W says that they are okay but they think were gonna kill them. That’s good they can be psyched out!! I hope we win – they guys will be psyched for it – so it’s anyones game.
Well it’s Thursday. Not really much to write about. I didn’t get home from practice until 7:00. Dad wasn’t too mad. SP spoke to me once. He asked me to find him 2 hand pads. I cleaned out the equipment room 7th period. I don’t know what I’m going to do. My life is screwed up. I talked to MV for about 45 minutes after his practice. He is such a sweetie. We are real close and he is the only guy which I would confide. He confided in me a lot of stuff about his new girlfriend. She graduated last year. She is really pretty. Her name is Lisa ? He is very happy and she is very lucky. I really hope I find a guy like him one day. I sat down and wrote MD a letter telling him about the upcoming football game. I have to send it soon. I hope he goes. I’d like to show him off! Maybe some guys will get jealous. I’m thinking about asking him to homecoming. I don’t know though. I wouldn’t want him to feel out of place. I don’t know what he’d say either. But what’s to lose? It would be wicked going to Homecoming in a Camaro! He’s so slick, too. I was going to invite him up to JL’s party but she’s not having one. I don’t know why I even think he’ll say yes to any of this. I don’t think any guy from here will go. I really don’t think they’ll ask me anyway. That’s why it would e so nice to have a boyfriend now. Oh well. God should grant me something! I hopin’ and prayin’ anyway!
Well, I think I’ve had a prayer answered. I’ll get to that in a second first. After school yesterday I went out to practice and totally ignored SP. He looked at me once and I turned my head. Then about 45 minutes later CB, DM and I were talking about FW. He likes me – UGH! And I said to MD I’ll put $10 on it that he walks right over here and stands next to me. Sure enough he did! Then I went to SP and CB and I was talking basically to CB and SP butted in. I also helped with the pushups and SP was the first in my line. I didn’t go easy on any of them. As we walked to the gym they were all cracking on each other for one thing or another. We were all laughing. CB said he needed a ride home and I said be ready in 2 minutes so I went out – got in my car and got ready to leave when CB said does SP need a ride home? I said I don’t know but he’s not riding with me. Then SP ran out and jumped in the car. So, I took them home. But last night I feel the Lord wants me to help KH. I don’t know why, it’s just a feeling. SB and I had a discussion in writing about him in 4th period today. I would really like to go out with him. He’s sweet and I’ve always had kind of a crush on him. I’m not sure how he feels about me though. He will be at SC’s Friday night and I don’t know what’s up Sat. Maybe I can work this one out. If the Lord really has helped me with this one how can it fail? I hope in no way! I am going to talk to MV because he and KH are close. Oh well. Pray for me and I need it!
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